A feeling that I’ll never remember
Sensation that I will forget
Keep a focus on what you left behind
I’m wondering is it worth it
The colors fade in sunlight
A smile that I never get right
The silence greets me goodnight
As I fade into a memory
I keep holding on and hoping for a change
Think I’d be better off if things just stay the same
Static on the radio, a song we’ll never sing
I’m letting go of yesterday and everything it brings
My heart smells of gasoline
Strike a match and let me be
Take care of my suffering
I’m done being a nobody
On my best days I’m still not what you need
I can’t breathe, and holding to everything I seek
So to speak, it’s building all the time inside of me